All in all it confirmed what I know, but it helps to have this recorded & dissected by a third party. What I did see was that I wasn't always as bad as I thought, some parts I actually liked (and when watching yourself this has to be pretty damn good when you're as self-critical as I am)

So not all is lost, I have I think potential. But I have been advised to tone down some references like the explanation of unsubstantiated "norms" as being numbers they potentially pulled out of their ass. Hmmm. But they did. Oh well tone it down. OK. And for the rest crank it up. Sigh --I'll get it down pat.

And now I'm sooooooooo far behind on work it's stupid.

Sigh again. Back to the grind. Adios.